Be Happy!

Today... Actually, the past three days have been the most hectic I've experienced in a while. Two of them were my days off and I've been stressed out of my mind. I feel like I can barely stand myself, let alone anyone who I come into contact with... So my attitude has been a little poor in result... But, fuck, I'm only human, and why should I have to put up a facade just to please other people? especially when I'm unhappy... Which leads me to my next issue... Is it really asking too much to use some common fucking sense and logic? People are clueless.

I need to figure out a good sleeping schedule that allows me extra stuff, working makes life seem robotic. Thankfully the sun has been shinning bright and I've had awesome weather by the beach.

Hung out with my bestie and My dark prince today around the pool with a few smokes. I'm sending good thoughts her way in hopes of a better tomorrow. :) the pool was great and I'm worn out. Speaking of which, I'm off to some animal crossing wild world in bed (guilty pleasure), then a trip to dreamland!

Ps. Most of the time I completely regret getting my boyfriend into WoW. Just a last thought.

xx

In the desert, on a horse with no name....

Lately I've decided to start blogging again since Tumblr wasn't really my particular style for blogging. So this blog will basically be day to day ramblings, life through my eyes, or simply, my thoughts.

So much shit has been changing, so quickly, the past couple months. Since my mother passed away and I got a car of my own I've been able to acquire a job and maintain 8 hour shifts daily... But it seems like that's all I've been doing and it's getting a little old. Especially when I don't even have enough time to clean up my own room, or do laundry... unless it's late at night... speaking of which, I should probably go get that....

Anyways.. Having a car is awesome, but gas is freaking ridiculous.. such an unfortunate time to first get a car... because of course I want to drive it everywhere >:D   Working in the bakery is pretty inspiring. Once I start saving some more money I'm going to buy my own decorating tips, and practice at home. I think I'll be able to pick it up. :) Hoping, anyways. Anyhow, I should be in bed. Goodnight.

xx